Videos + Supports

Haha I know I said I was taking a break from youtube, even though I have uploaded a bunch of new videos. They are more addressed to everyone, asking them their views and what they think of certain things. As I am in that curious mood at the moment...

As Im not focusing on making videos about "how to" or videos on spirits, I am feeling more better in myself, I am taking my time with understanding who I am, what goes on in my mind and things like that..It actually feels good that Im not stressing on making those sort of videos. Maybe next year I will be able to start again with them, but who knows.

I probably am gonna upload more question videos as it seems interesting and it makes people think about things and all that :P

Oh I got my supports last week, yay! They feel weird but that might be because Im not used to wearing something that is so light but is helping me. My last supports were made out of wetsuit material, and they were bloody heavy >_<, the new ones are made out of cotton so my hands can breathe lol.

Anyways, this is all I wanted to say right now.

A break from youtube

Mic has broken so I wont be able to make videos for a while..But I guess that is a good thing. It gives me a chance to actually concentrate on myself and whats happening with my life. Ive been so focused on trying to make videos to help others that I have forgotten to help myself.

Also it gives me a chance to practise making things, like the bath and body set that Im hoping to have ready for Christmas (for my mum in-laws). I am hoping to start getting things and making them next week.

I'll still be writing on here, so you aint got rid of me just yet :P

Celtic shamanic hedgewitch

I have been trying to make a video about this, but I cant seem to get it done so I'm gonna put it here.

As you all know I have been trying to find what path I belong to, I have had a bunch of emotions thrown at me along the way, at times I thought about giving up and just carry on with my practices. But I didn't feel right with giving up, I never give up until something serious stops me.
So I carried on with searching, I still felt strong about being a hedge witch but couldn't find anything on how to work with it. One night it occurred to me when reading "Celtic shaman by John Matthews", what are the three paths that I feel close with? Celtic, Shamanism and hedge witchery, why do I have to choose between them? Why cant I follow all. Celtic Shamanic Hedge witch, that is what I came with. It feels right to me and right now I couldn't care less if it wasn't an actual path or if it is "wrong", it is right to me.
Maybe my path will change in another 10 years, I don't know. But that is the whole point in learning, growing and evolving. Your mind and feelings change to what is best for you, and at this point in my life that path feels the best for me.

I do feel different, when I woke the next day I felt refreshed and like it was an actual new day for me. I wasn't feeling moody or exhausted all day I wanted to do things.

So yes, I have found my path, Celtic shamanic hedge witch. That is what I am, and I know it wont be easy, I will still have my ups and downs but that is life. :)

Grrr

Trying to make videos for youtube is bloody hard right now, argh!
The words wont come out of my mouth when I press record!

This and That

Hello!
Feel like I havent been on here in a long time, so I thought to say hello.

I am thinking about making 2 new blog sites, one for my weight blog and the other one for the spirit events. I know I do videos about them on youtube, but I feel like I should have a blog for them, for when I cant get to the computer or for those who cannot understand what the hell I say lol! Plus I wanna share some recipes with people, but I cant seem to make the video - I always get bored by the time windows media maker loads up.
The only problem is trying to figure out a name for them, everything I think of is often taken so it takes me a few days to find a name lol.

I am hoping to make some more videos on youtube soon, just finding the time to do it, also I am hoping to make soap soon - Yay, just need to get some sweet almond oil >.<