Look what I made

Tonight I was flicking through the sites that I had bookmarked and found one that showed you how to make poppets out of cling film. So I thought I would give it a go...
It didn't turn out how I expected, but for my first try I think its pretty good lol!
Also the cling film that I used doesn't seem to stick together, so he is slowly falling apart..
Ah well, at least I tried :)

Yay

I have started to feel like my old self again, full of joy with being involved with the craft and my path. I think the problem was that I was spending too much time researching, trying to find answers that I lost what I joyed most about it.
So I have started to do my daily rituals again and daily meditation, and I feel great! I know now why I wasn't getting the answers from the net and books, I have to find it for myself through my craft, doing it myself instead of researching it all the time.
I cant believe how relaxed I have came by understanding this, I'm so happy with it :)
I know there is a long way to go before I have truly found myself but I am starting to see a dim light at the end of this dark tunnel I have been in.

New passion - Smudge feathers/fans

As the title says, I have found a new passion for Smudge feathers/fans. I am finding them so wonderful and amazing, and have been finding a lot of feathers on the ground lately which may be a sign for me to start learning how to make them (No bird was harmed when collecting the feathers BTW).
I sort of understand how to make them, but cannot find a site that actually tells you how - very annoying yet very challenging ;)

On another note, I am slowly finding jars and the ingredients for my other products that I hope to make. I really need to start getting them in soon as I want to give them to my partners mothers.
I will post another topic on that on a later date when I have actually made them and such :)

Videos

There are a lot of videos I want to do right now, but certain things are stopping me, it is getting annoying but I am gonna accept it and just get on with the personal issues and concentrating with my course work.

I may do one video soon, I just remembered a spirit event that I don't think I have talked about yet, so that one will be coming up soon :P.

I also feel like I should step away from YouTube at the moment, not because of the drama that has been happening, but just to sort myself out. Reconnect with who I am, as I feel like I have drifted away from myself and all my joys in life, especially with my craft! I haven't touched my BoS because I feel so negative - but I don't know why I do.
I'm not gonna delete my account, just put everything on hold. Who knows I may come back with more information and new experiences to talk about :).
I will keep this blog updated as well, I wouldn't dare leave this! This place lets me think and allows me to put my thoughts somewhere ;).

Also this is driving me crazy, I have seen a couple of blogs with their YouTube videos on here, not in the actual blog but along the side, like they have added a gadget to put them on here, I cant seem to do that, I have searched for a gadget but I cant find anything and its getting me so annoyed lol, so if anyone knows what I'm talking about and how to add it please reply to this!
Thank you :)
xxx

Our pets

How gorgeous is he? This is Hamlet, our cat..well really my sisters but we class him as "ours". He is so friendly and loves to lie on your lap and just purr away..and if he doesnt want anymore fuss he tries to bite you lol (in a nice way :P). He has a few wounds on his head and under his chin, which Im not gonna show as its a bit nasty, but you can see the one on his head slightly. Anyways they are getting better so that is good, we still dont know how he got them as he was like that when we first got him. He is 3 years old.
He can never replace Tom but sure is trying his best to.




And this is Chole, our mad dog lol. She seriously is mad :P in a lovely way though. We must have had her for 12 years or more, and she still has a lot of life left in her. One thing she does to get our attention is the "party piece" which is her rolling around on her back, legs in the air making a lot of noise and enjoying herself. All of a sudden she will stop as she knows someone is watching her lol.
She is afraid of other small dogs but when it comes to the bigger ones, she thinks she can take it on! I never understood that.
But yes this is Chole, and I love her to bits!